Went out last night around eight-thirty to meet new guy Bob and didn't get in till 1:30, then had to get up at 8 to go meet S's brother R, who is having a bone marrow transplant and needs 24/7 attendance. On the way over there, S told me she thinks I am cruel to S&B by sleeping with K. Really wished I had a transporter out of there. As it was, I had to sit with that arrow in me till many hours later when she left me back at home and I had a chance to get some solace with K over Skype. And now I am going to bed even though it's only 6pm.